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Yesterday's lunch ride softened the legs perfectly for the tt work to get home. The Wah had the gas on at lunch to make me work for it, the pressure was on the legs but not so hard that you need to tighten the sphincter. The Oracle has me programmed. Time and leg strength are finite. Is it a bad sign to grip the bars a bit harder while riding so when the car hits your shoulder with their mirror that you don't fly forward? Will that kill me? Another grease stain, hopefully not. Making it work with the keys in my pocket.