sleep

it hurt when my eyes opened and i realized that i wasn't going to be sleeping anymore. i have thought for a while i would get used to the hour of wake up. i haven't. four years of pre 5 am ups and i'm no more used to it now than i was before. at least getting out on the bike is motivating, if i oversleep and i have to rush the commute it takes away from the joy and beauty of rolling the bike across the tundra to work. that's never good, a rushed ride is not the way to start off the day. now i'm slowly embracing the day, lucky me, i have a mocha today, that doesn't suck. and for now i have one less bike and one less set of wheels.