motivation

i feel trapped on only one level. maybe take a sebatical and study for three months and get a job. i think it's doable, beats going to a job that bores me with the sole motivation of staying out of trouble. time for a bit introspection i guess. could be worse, i could have to drive all day. the job really isn't the worst thing, i feel myself getting dumber there, i need to save all the i.q. points i can, there's not a whole lot left! i know that's not bad considering what some people have to go thru in this world. at least i can go home and forget about it. short day tomorrow, ride one way or another, fruita looks good, one day road trip? i feel better about road season, no mtb season for a long time up here, 9 feet of snow takes a while to melt. spicy my thai last night, good stuff. no ring of fire yet. cashew chicken is very good at warming the body after a crappy ski session, my shoulders were not happy. i just need a set of wheels. to get thru the road season, abandoning the sale of the road bike, i'll wait, it's a great bike no need to unload it this season. maybe i'll win some road events and get a freebie next season.