the more you eat the better you should feel right? i eat well and i eat right, for the most part. no quadrupeds no fatty foods, well except the donuts i eat a few times a month. but i need the calories, and food is expensive! donuts are a good source of much-needed calories, right? well i'm about to give up, and go full on healthy. no more crap. i feel a bit lethargic after eating a lot and after a donut i get this empty feeling inside. maybe it makes brian happy, or maybe it's really brian who gives me the empty feeling, he's getting my donut and depriving me the satisfaction of eating it. yesterday, i had a wonderful donut and was very excited as it was still hot while i was eating it. the donut was pretty much a deep-fried apple pie. warm apple filling inside a light pastry crust with cinnamon sugar coating. not exactly high-culture but at 5.30 in the morning it sure is nice to get in the backdoor of daylight donuts and see the boys and have all of those wonderful treats before me. afterwards though i guess brian got a good meal and i got the shaft. well maybe i shouldn't eschew donuts just yet, perhaps a bimonthly visit, meet my caloric needs in the middle with my health-conscious needs. homer would go full throttle, a donut diet, interspersed with krusty burgers, and ham, and bacon, and hot dogs, and.......