shake the tree

it's unsettling to feel motivated and reluctant at the same time. the bug is itching and without too many superlatives it's time to see where the holes are, i know they are there, just where is the question. was the work enough? did i fill in most of the holes, can i close the gaps? riding times will shift a touch with the changes in season, more early hours in favor of afternoons with the kid. i can chase the early hours to ride instead of just the short commute, everything will be longer, just on the other side of the day. i like that, shake the tree, readjust the order, mold grows on stagnant things. what's that growing on my sleeve?