6 weeks

the day light at 5 am around the solstice makes me uneasy. about two months of the year i feel late, like i'm trying to get away with something. it's somebody else's morning and i'm taking a chunk away for myself. i prefer a little more dark and the constant stress of potholes and beasties. no matter where it is, better out of plainsight. that'll change and i'll get my peace early and late and maybe at lunch too. better that way, my own schedule to some extent, not one pushed on me. life is better that way.