Scoth_Mist

Better to get a groundscore you like, too many idiots wandering the parking lot at the grocery to notice, I got a 12 pack of coca-cola classic, they left it in the cart, sort of like finding a $5 bill, look around too see if anyone is looking for it...if not walk on. Listen to the music, hear it all laid down in wonderful harmony, order where there was none. Outside the lines coloring the bits that weren't a foam party. Better than the football that's on.

After Dark

It gets dark before 5, I was skiing by 5.30, nothing too out of the way but it was dark, DARK. The trail, my headlamp and number one didn't seem to mind it so much, we traveled up plenty warm and happy. I missed the kick wax but it didn't matter. I kept hearing what wasn't there, little kid lost in the woods freaked out, after dark kind of thing. On the other side of the night I hit up the groomed trails before dawn, two different skis, one night. Skating windloaded (groomed)trails that hadn't seen a groomer in a while, work. Do work when you can, the more the better right now, focus.

Quiet

It's really quiet up here, I get out, do my work and return without so much as a peep. The one sound that echoes in the woods is the ski against the snow. Also, it's really quiet when I wake up at midnight to listen to the pod and catch up on the sounds in my head, it's not allowing the sleep to come, the efficiency snowballs and the ebay list grows as the pile shrinks. I think my next try will be the proper adopted favorite beer, maybe it will put me out for more than a few hours, like 6+. Digging deep and getting the rest is tough this week, maybe I need to take inventory almost every day, I feel like a 12 stepper, whatever that is. Longer dark efforts made possible by the full moon, beetle kill and clean snow. It smells different, it sounds so quiet. The taste is there, I now need the quiet time to fill the rest of the darkness. My little headlamp only exposes the rest to me, unneeded it stays off. The dog is happiest on the daylight trips, he's afraid of the dark too, quietly lurking in the woods he's ready to go anyway.

XmAs

The break has been over for a few days already and the training has begun. An hour a day is about all I can manage. Too much else going on, little chunks of goodness will add up. So much snow that sliding through the woods is the right choice. No bikes for a while, other tools work better. More is better, '08 is on.

Sissy

Three Vanilla Porter hometown beers is too much for this off season racer, I tried, rotgut no buzz to eclipse the ague. Too much food and rich beer makes me want to throw up, the buzz wasn't even that pleasant. Tonight is different, menu variations on the different free beers, gotta love the severance package when it involves beer. More to come the break is getting old, fast. I'm stiff and sore from doing nothing not from doing work. I'm done, it's on, '08 is here. I am a sissy.

Phonix

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Log

The shit food keeps on coming around, I'm enjoying it, I had a burger last night, second one this year, monastic life is leaving for now. Beer is enjoyable but, not as many as I would like to have. I want to be able to put a few away, not just the one or two I have been drinking. Monday or Tuesday starts '08, the tools are almost together and in the slots. 2007 was great, awesome help from Gary Fisher Bikes and with the best shop in the world helping me out with road stuff and supplies I couldn't really ask for more. '08 looks even better, life is more organized for the time being. The push will be more quality. Make it count. I can only hope to improve for 2008.

Pieces

I am still trying to figure out what is broken, yesterday didn't help, I ate shit all day, I mean all day I was snacking on crappy food. Sure, it tasted great but it didn't help me feel any better or give me what I needed to recover. Now four or five days out I still feel like waffles. I can only hope that by the weekend it's gone and I can start to put together the pieces.Today it's more of the same, little bit better but maybe I need a menu of non-shit foods to cycle all of the hate. I can't get it all, I know that much for sure. More bike work tonight to finish the end of season wrenching.

sauerkraut

Great ski today, up and out at 6.30 around the trails, I had it all together, from the comfort of home, it was the same temp as Sunday for the start of the SSCX race, thoroughly unspectacular on my part. It's so quiet right now, the temps have everyone in a hibernation that only comes around the solstice, listen, it's not too far off. The cleaning is done, ready to make the changes for '08. News is close, holidays closer, enjoy the break if you can, you've earned it, I think I have at least. I missed double digits by one this year. My legs are still tangled, 24 hours in the car between Friday a.m. and Monday p.m. ripped 'em apart.

Over

One last weekend until the cycle starts again in about 10 days, probably less. After I recover from the driving and then get my shit together for winter training I'll be ready to hit it. 2 weeks max of break. then build to one big effort that lasts about 8 months. The scabs will have faded into scars and the miserable suffering will only be remembered as cathartic. Yeah, I'll be back next time, why miss the best thing you can do to get ready for winter? I got off light, videos are everywhere of Treefarm's head-on collision, he was fine, he got lucky. Chris Auer got a bad one too, I was happy to didn't run him over, that one was right in front of me, I ran past.