Good

It’s been a rough fall, loss in a more important way than I ever imagined has put this cross season in perspective.  It’s made me want to be fitter, not faster, more healthy and holisticly focused. Keeping the bad choices and negative thoughts at bay. Easier said than done some days and others just rolling through as though I’ve never made a misstep. Mid race today-thinking about loss, putting things out of my mind and getting that minute’s work done. Driving better than I have in a while and trying to clear the cobwebs negativity leaves behind. It’s ok to feel good, it’s ok to be satisfied, drive is great but sometimes park is ok too.